Thank you for your concern, anon. I've never had a suicidal experience, no. I also didn't want to - in any way - objectify or glorify suicide. I think that that in itself makes writing triggering content so difficult.

In all honesty, the only experience I did draw from to write a certain part was the one time I hadn't slept for three days due to exams and decided to take a nice walk in the middle of the night and the middle of winter for absolutely no reason at all...Yeah. Get your sleep, everyone.